FREAK.

IM PISSED.

IM NOT GONNA CARE ABOUT OM ANYMORE
AND THATS FINAL

YOU ALL CAN DO IT YOURSELVES

YEAH ITS NOT AN INDIVIDUAL WORK
BUT SO WHAT
I'LL FAIL.
WHO GIVES A CRAP.
I DONT.
DEFINITELY NOT ME.



argh. im in a mental wreck.
tomorrow's the parade and im not sure if i can march. thanks to wonderful beret. and this is getting me pissed.
oh and another thing is my mum. who is telling me like huogai about not being able to march. and she's pissed about the sewing. and then i polished my boots for so long and then i didnt study for zaoju.
seriously i dont give a crap about anything anymore.
im carefree.
i dont care about zaoju
or anything
especially not om.
im sick and tired of om.
you all never do listen to our suggestions. we suggest something, you criticise and reject. oh fine. but have we ever criticised your stuff? NO. did we criticise the backdrop? or the jewellery? or the staffs? NO. we didnt criticise ANYTHING. we just accepted it. and yet we bring the chair base to school, tell you our idea. AND YOU JUST DISMISS IT LIKE SOME PIECE OF DUST. do you realise how hard and exhausting it is to saw the wood? non-stop sawing for a full hour and more. and you all jollywell know that we arent exactly the strongest people.
i seriously cant stand it that we work so hard and our work is not appreciated. put yourselves in our shoes. would you like your hard work to be criticised and dismissed so easily?
what if we disagreed to everything you all suggested? what if we protested against every idea you all give and just let us have it our way? what if we found fault in everything you contributed? i'm not saying you did all this to us, but i'm just saying that if we did that to you, i'm sure you wouldnt like it.
if i quit om, you all will have 6 people. and the limit is 5-7 people. ya so you all can still do it. seriously, i'm sick and tired of being ordered around and stuff. i'm sick of having all our work criticised. i'm sick and tired of om. i hate om. i hate it forever.

if you dont appreciate what we do, FINE.
then we dont do ANYTHING
have it YOUR way.
do it YOUR own style.
then you'd all be HAPPY
and you wouldn't CRITICISE our work.
and everything will be PEACEFUL.
so om would be BETTER.
without ME in it.

SOOHAN should be the leader.
since she already acts like one.